Saturday, 22 May
It was about 2am in the morning, when I heard X whimpered for me. I opened the door, seeing him crawling groggily towards the door. I cuddled him into my arms immediately he stopped whining, I kept whispering to him, " You must be hungry, want 'nen nen'?" he didn't reply but I placed him close to my breast and he start suckling with no fuss.
I stroked his hair whilst he was grabbing my finger, with his eyes barely open he pushed his hand close to my lips and I gave it a kiss. He retreated transiently but later he pushed it close to my lips again, I giggled and gave him another kiss on his hand. It seems he still craving for my love even when he was in a 'semi conscious' state. I continued rubbing his arm, pat his bottom and softly I hummed a song for him. It was a wonderful, serene and sentimental moment, just between both of us!
During the day feeds, he loves to play 'peek a boo' with me when I cuddled him near my chest. He will constantly peep while suckling on my nipple. Whenever I notice him, he will give me a grin and other time he will lightly pat on my breast. When you see how eagerly he latches on me, he will definitely know how much he loves to be nursed. Whenever he is full, he will give me a charming satisfying smile, which I reckon it's the ultimate joy of breastfeeding!
